Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Twin Cities Marathon

By Adam Majewski

Alhamdulillah the marathon This past sunday was both a blast and a bomb for my self as I paced the runners to a race which ended up getting them all across the line at least 10 minutes faster then they where scheduled to do so. How ever un like most of my past race's not many know this that mentally I did not hit the wall but physically I did how ever hit the wall and quite hard too. To the point where mentally it started effecting me on some level. Which didn't bother me, but made me think "wow pacing sucks". This though made me have to think about what I need to do for the next time I choose to pace In Shaa Allah. I do hope to some day pace for other races, It just wont be for a while once some parts of my life moves on.

Monday, September 30, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Final Training

Well as most probably saw I stopped posting around week 7. One of the major reasons for it was because I didn't want to get in to bad habits of using this blog to complain about my training. But as most people know there is less then a week left until race day. This year though I am not really looking forward to doing the twin cities marathon and I truly don't know why I'm really just not feeling it this year I really love running. It's just doing it as a job really kinda sucks most of all the fun out of it. I look forward to maybe taking a short break from running to reboot my system as a runner after the Twin Cities Marathon. I hope all will go well though In Shaa Allah.

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 7

Alhamdulillah, this weeks training I am fully satisfied with my mileage. even though it's still low per week, I had a good  long run today a very good long run. my running on friday though i feel was the best due to I ran only 8 miles but it was tempo at 6:53 per mile so i emotionally feel really good about it. Allahu Akbar. Well hey if any one wants to come running with me some time In Shaa Allah, they are more then welcome to. I normally run around the lakes which is a bunch of good routes so if you're interested it'd be great to have a running partner.

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Love Letters from Islam

To my beautiful wife you are strong, you are beautiful, you are everything a women should be. you are hard working you are caring, loving and responsible you have a bigger heart then most women on God's green earth. you have so much love to give it's overwhelming to those not use to receiving that which you have to offer. In Shaa Allah you will be great and do great things. I am here for you to support you in every way that I can, In Shaa Allah.

I Love You.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Food Through Faith: Introduction To Dietary Laws-Islam part One

By Adam Majewski
First Posted at Running Through Life.
Date: July 27, 2013

     Halal, The Islamic word for that which is lawful or permitted. In Islam Dietary practices are a large part of the faith due the obvious, which is food is needed to servive in this life time. Many other religious faiths have Dietary rules or laws yet provide very little information to them out side of their own general population of observers. In Islam how ever there is much public information and public forums provided especially in the west to inform any who are interested about the religious practice of Halal eating and drinking. These resources are not very common else where out side the Muslim communities which only, for the most part at least provide them to those who are practicing muslims. Never the less this here is to help give some insight to those interested and wanting to read, some what of an introduction to Halal Food Laws.

     Please bare in mind how ever, even though I am a Muslim, I do need to inform you that I am not an Imam, I am not a sheikh, and do not hold advance degrees in Islamic studies. So all the information I here am providing is based on my own research via personal research. Talking with Imams, Sheikhs and those who do hold advanced degrees in Islamic studies. I do encourage you to also do your own research as well to better inform yourself and understand Halal dietary laws more, as well to take this more at face value then as definitive information.

     To begin the more in depth section of this article I would like to start with just a few main points for the non-muslim who may not have known anything before this article about Halal food and eating, as well the muslim who could probably use a little more knowledge to better fallow their own din. These five starting points are just a beginning point and more will be provided as this article and series progresses, these are five of what I would say are some of the five most Haram Items to eat and drink. my reasoning for beginning with this is because most non-muslims I have spoken to tend to ask this question first of what are you not allowed to eat and drink:

1. Pork, as most know Muslims even my self do not eat pork. Pork in Islam is Haram meaning forbidden to eat, by Muslims. For a veriaty of reasons, both religious and health related reasons. some of which to the non- muslim may seem weird or really out there.

2. Alcohol, as all know it is a fermented beverage which very from area to area, there is probably no other beverage which is more Haram then this one. the reason being is the fact of its potential consuquences. Not because of the drink it's self but that it cause's intoxication. Which very very Haram and in turn makes the drink Haram.

3. Animals not slaughtered in a Zabihah way, which is the sanctioned way of slaughtering animals for human consumption.

4. The consumption of blood of any kind or form.

5. The fifth of the major Haram things to eat is meat of animal which are already dead.

     Proceeding on with going over the reasoning for these both from a religious and nutritional views. I feel that it would be best to start with the easteist to explain first. This is of the cosumption of blood. From a religious view it is pretty obvious that it is believed that most of ones soul is carried with in the Blood and is in esseints a persons very being, including animals and so to consume blood is to consume the animals soul. From a nutritional stand point, even though Blood is the carier of many nutritional compounds and holds large amount of electrolights and high amounts of Iron the body needs. What many people do not realize is the it is the carier of many other things such as dieses, viruses, pathogiens. the blood for the body is the super high way which transports all good things in the body to where it needs to go as well for the bad things to get them out of the body. So From the Nutritional standing point there is nothing good about consuming anything with blood and in fact everything bad with it so I suggest no one consume things with blood in it. Both non-muslims and muslims.

     The second of the Haram items I have spoken about is that of eat animal which have died before a person finding them. From the spiritual aspect this animal has not been slaughtered in the Islamic way, in the name of Allah for our consumption to feed our physical state of being. So in turn this animal is Haram to eat. From a nutritional standing it is more of a common Sence to not eat this, yet many people would beg to differ in on this. mainly because of up bringing. Yet I feel people don't give everyone the benefit of the dought and just expect most people to be stupider then they really are. Example a person who is considered a "red neck" by american standarads who grew up in the sticks truly has been taught not to eat wild game they've found randomly in the woods through what their parents have passed down to them as knowledge they gained from their parents. In scientific basics, from the time that animal has died to the time you found it is enough time for all the basic micro organisims very few people can see with the naked eye

     Zabihah, the Halal why to slaughter Animal for human consumption and the third section on my list that if not done is Haram. Well, to start the importants this way of slaughter, spiritually is the fact that we as Muslims are commanded to remember Allah(swt) in everything we do. Also by slaughtering this way from a spirituality and religion while saying Bismallahi Ramnir Rahim as well having the animal be laying down, puts the animal in a state of peace from Allah for the animal while he is slaughtered for the consumption. For nutritional standing's one has to put in to perspective the state of affairs when it come's to the animals well being. When an animal is scared knowing it is going to die soon, or just generally scared it sends a flow of toxic enzimes through its body. These toxins then translate in to the meat which is "harvested", which is the industries technical term for slaughtering an animal for consumption. At first it may not harm a person yet over time these toxins can build up in a persons body from consuming such toxins in a persons meat leading to many different health problems.

     Now in this last section I'm actually rapping up part one here by speaking on pork and alcohol both in the same section. First pork, in Islam why the command to not eat pork was made for the most part. at least the part we as people can understand was because, for us muslims, according to what we believe at one point Jesus(may Peace and Blessings be upon him) was arguing with a few Jinn and after some time of argueing they finally asked him if they may go in to pigs as their punishment and he had granted this. Also because of the purpose of pigs where give on earth earth, pigs are very unclean animals, even to this day. Not that their hygine is unclean. It's that for thousands of years they where and still are the grabouge disposal's of a lot of waste products which then leaches in to the flesh of the animal making it very unclean to eat. pigs are like the cat fish of the land animals. They are bottom feeders, or in their case, omnivorous creaters. They've been made to be able to digest almost any thing as an animal. so what ever they eat like any other animal including humans what ever they eat effects the rest of their systems and if they are eaten them selves affect that which eats them. It's a long chain of events through the acts we do.

     now what i have spoken about here is just the tip of the iceberge if you will on the Haram items to eat and I would greatly suggest every one to learn more especially my brothers and sisters in Islam since we are commanded to seek knowledge. I will finish her with part one of Islamic dietary laws and soon pick up with the Halal section, soon In Shaa Allah.

     Thank you very much for reading and stay tuned for the rest of this series, In Shaa Allah.  Assalam Alakum Wa Rathamullah Wa Barakatuh.

Thursday, August 22, 2013

TC Marathon Training Entry 7

Assalam Alaikum Wa rahtamullah Wa Barakatuh

Every thing seems like I finally have a handle on my training. In Shaa Allah. Even though my mileage is not where I want it to be but all is well, Alhamdulillah. I've learned even more patience then before, I will get there inshaa allah.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 6

Bismillahir Ramnhir Rahim

Alhamdulillah I was able to go on my first mid distance run this past week which felt really good after going through ramadan last month. In Shaa Allah I will be doing better the next few months until the TC Marathon. I have started working more with GDM recently. I am doing some writing work with them In Shaa Allah I have recently finished a donation pledge letter for them. Last week I was able to get up to about 30 miles for the week total which is not all that much but since ramadan i feel good about it Alhamdulillah. My body is still a little week from fasting but I feel I am getting stronger. slowly but surely again.

Bismillahir

Allah Please except this Dua as I come in to my own as a runner I wish nothing more then to have the strength to continue and complete the marathon this year as I pace other runners.

In shaa allah

Thursday, August 8, 2013

In Sights In to Ramadan As A Muslim

Well another Ramadan has come and gone like a minute, hour, week and so on. Passing just as quick as one opens and close's their eyes. Blink and life passes before any one but Allah truly knows what happens. Eid Mubarak to you all and to all a good night.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 5

Well I have just noticed I did not post a training entry for last week. I Don't know why I didn't write an up date but I guess it does not matter all to much mainly because I am posting it now. the end of Ramadan is next week, well now this week seeing as when I am posting this entry. I'm looking forward to being able to run a bit more regularly with more food in my diet. In Shaa Allah I will be ready for The marathon in under two months. I have faith how ever that I will be ready. In Shaa Allah.

Monday, August 5, 2013

In Sights In To Ramadan As A Muslim

Well as Eid fast approaches the ending celebration of Ramadan, many Muslims begin to reflect on how they may have done. over the month long fast. A fast which is to put the religious faith of all to the test and life's reality in the hearts of the everyday Muslim. Many Muslims begin to question their choices and what they are doing with their lives. It also makes them question what they may need to change or what they may need to add to their lives to not only become better Muslims but also better people in a world where not all people are Muslims or of the believers. How they interact with others and them selves. It truly a final time of reflection for Ramadan and see where you would like to be with in the next year or so as a person, as a Muslim or what eve title you choose to prescribe to as a human.

Thursday, August 1, 2013

In Sights In To Ramadan As A Muslim

     Well ok, as of 23 of Ramadan I have had one of the biggest revelations of my life. At least that of one which has to do about relationships and potential marriage. A sort of interesting way of assessing your relationship with your significant other. Now if your muslim this is more of a way in which Allah tells us if the person you are to marry, is truly to be the person you are to marry according to what he has been written. Now what this revelation is in Islamic terms is that If you are both still together in good standings meaning are not arguing and having relationship issues this means you are both meant to be together for the rest of your "Natural Lives" according to what Allah has written. Pretty much meaning if you are, as a couple are able, as a couple, to work through your relationship issues then this means you are meant to be with one another. At least until the next Ramadan that is. For the most part. Even though people do not really know what will happen from day to day, we a lot of the time are able to infer that some events may accur yet should not be to surprise if they don not happen according to how we inferred before had. The reason being, that we truely have no control over our lives no matter how much we wish to try and kid our selves. One thing I can truly say an am glad about is that if a relationship in Islam can make it through Ramadan with wonderful communication keeping in mind that it is Allah's will which matters most.

     For those who are non-muslim I do suggest that if you are in a relationship with some one and if you want to test your relationship. Meaning if you want to see is you both are truly meant to be together both of you you should both fully fast during our holy month of Ramadan. You should both be seeing one another during this time, other wise it defeats the purpose of this test. you may not believe what I believe and all muslims of why we are to fast during Ramadan but just try it and see how you feel and see how it will test you and your relationships with others.

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Love Letters From Islam

To My Dearest love Khadra Abdille

     The most beautiful, graceful and wonderful woman on earth. My love is for no one else's my heart beats for no one else. when I say you are the most beautiful woman I will ever know, In Shaa Allah. I say this because it's true. I know that you may not believe me when I say this but I hope one day you will. In Shaa Allah I will continue to tell you. I will continue to love you. I hope Allah will continue to bless me with your presence when ever possible. I know you you say your not perfect but to me you are. To me you have no faults.

     When you are mad I believe you're beautiful, when your sad I believe your beautiful and when your happy I believe your beautiful. No matter what you wear say or do I find you to be beautiful. Your everything makes you the most beautiful. Your soul, your heart, your mind make you even more beautiful. I understand you may have things you need to work on in life, I do to. we as humans all of us are never perfect and I am not excluded from this. I my self have things in my own life I need to work on my self. I promise to you from this day forward, In Shaa Allah, we will work on them together. Our problems and personal issues. We will work on being better people and Muslims together.

     I love you, I always have and always will In Shaa Allah. If you ever need me I am here for you and hope to always be there for you. In Shaa Allah. Muwah I love you.

Your loving Fiance Adam Majewski

Sunday, July 28, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 4

     As Training for the TC Marathon no matter what type of runner you are, only you can put in the work and need to put in the work. No one can do it for you how ever during race no one cheer for you but the spectators. Most marathon runners need their spectators, even the elite runners do. very few runners I've ever met need that out ward support in order to run a marathon as motivation. The ones for the most part how ever, who do need it are for the most part usually are newer runners and have not found their groove yet, Or merely run because they wanted to see if they could in general finish a marathon. My self I have noticed that even though I once did not need much motivation to train how ever I have needed much more motivation to run now a days just on the bases of the fact that my work schedule has be come such that I am so tired that running takes a lot out of me no matter what. I usually have been working night's until 12:30 some times 1:30 in the morning. It's very hard to handle and I need to get back to running, I miss it so much the amount of running I use to do. now it seems my running has been dropped down to a mere few miles. or at least what I consider a mere few miles a week.

     I will be hopefully getting back to it In Shaa Allah. I don't know how or when But hopefully it will all happen soon.

Insights In To Ramadan As A Muslim

Ramadan Kariim

    To the life long practicing Muslim Ramadan is not a new part of their practice. Fasting during day light hours for a month is not new. They know how to go about it practicing with persistent honest conviction. to the new Muslim how ever it is much harder then they may first persieve it to be. It's not the easiest thing in the world. Not even for my self being in the career choice that I am it is very very hard. I do have to admit that some times I wonder why I'm fasting, then I read a few pages of the Quran and I remember why. Its because of my faith. It's because of what I believe. It is part of who I am as a person. If I am to believe what I believe, the need to practice what I preach is part of it other wise then I become one of the hypocrytes and can not speak about what I believe in so I fast to show that I walk the walk as well talk the talk.

Friday, July 26, 2013

Love Letters From Islam

To My Dearest Khadra

     I love you, from your Hijab to your chin, from your eyebrows to your shoulders, from your chin to your henna painted toes and from heart to your strong spirit. you are the most wonderful woman of my life. You are a woman of very few words yet very great actions. A writer, adventurer, activist  of sorts. You condemn the unjust and raise the up the just. I miss your sweet face and your kind words of encouragement I wish to alway's be with you. I do understand, that what I write in these letters of my experesive emotion towards you in condemned by many who find these words to be against gods wish for our modesty. Yet the emotions and feelings God gives us is never truly modest, not by any standard. These feelings of love which that what Allah is, is the strongest of them all. Be has given every person the gift of love. The ability to love one another as humans, one of many which is seldemly ever show between people. Especially amongst us muslims. Not many of our fellow muslims know or understand any form of love except the love of Allah even though we are commanded by him to love each other as we love him while we are in this life.

     you and I are of the lucky few who are able to show such love to each other. A true love from ones heart. Coming from it's greatest depths, in such a way that it almost match's that of the love of God we both have. My heart on either is yours for ever. In Shaa Allah.

-Always yours  your fiance Adam Majewski

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Food Through Faith: Introduction To Dietary Laws

By Adam Majewski
First Posted: July 24 2013 at Running Through Life

     In religion and spirituality today many faiths have set rules and regulation centered around food yet only a handful actually fallow them. These rules and regulations are their forms of nutritional guide lines yet to a point they are some what flawed. I'm not trying to say that these food laws should be dismissed or put down at all it's just that they, like current nutritional information need more work and information, more research if you will to inform those who put them in to practice. As a practicing Muslim even I put Halal eating practice with out full knowledge of what some of the rules mean.

     Also most of the major religious faiths have religious forms of fasting. The two of which are well known around the world are Ramadan, in Islam and Lent in Christianity. Now the religious implications from a nutritional standing has very little to do with the health of a persons body only the nutrition of a persons Spirit, Soul or Ruh. From an actual nutritional stand point this religious fasting is not so much problematic, only it does have to be watched do to a general fact of depending on how a persons body reacts to such fasting ones body can be harshly effected at times. No matter what the effects are, the need for religions dietary rules and laws from a religious implication is very much needed do to the fact that, until if and when the research/information becomes available, these dietary rules help keep people healthy when properly implemented. these dietary laws 1000 years ago where not only a way to please God and do as he commands but it was actually the healthiest way to eat even though most people didn't know of it. Even just over 100 years ago these dietary laws where some of the most healthiest ways of eating, mainly due to people being able to eat more naturally. Foods then where not overly processed, yet now since the agricultural revolution real food has be come some what non-existent. This makes it hard to eat according to Religious dietary ristrictions to some point, mainly cause of the fact most "food" out there is no longer real food, but imitation food. Making it hard to keep to religious dietary restrictions, especially with ing Hindu, Jewish and Islamic dietary laws.

     With the boom in agricultural business and marketing. It comes down to that most of what people eat, at least here in the U.S. is made for profitability to the companies which make them. Not for the consumers of these products or even the growers of the ingredients who bring them to the market. When all in all, is much harsher on a person body and is harsh to the religiously observant due to the fact that these individuals then have to check if these products actually adhere to these individuals dietary rules, laws and/or restrictions.

     Now with in this set of articles, which I will be posted here, we will be fallowing some of the most major dietary laws both from a religious aspect as well the nutritional relevance of them, past, present and future. What is hoped by these articles is that of bringing understanding, knowledge and hope of a change in food and faith as well allow for a journey through both food and faith for the religious and non-religious.

     So as we travel this road together Please keep an open mind. These articles are not meant to convert anyone to anyway of thinking or belief system, only to put the information there for all to see. As well to inform. It will then be for you the reader to choose what to take from these readings and leave what you will. Like a great meal I now leave you with this until next time Bon appetite and enjoy.

     

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Love Letters From Islam

To my Dearest Love Khadra

     True humanly love, directly from the deepest parts of ones heart is the greatest gift anyone can bestow on another person. To its fullest can only be given to one person. You once told me that beauty is nothing if there is nothing to offer. That if a man say's your beautiful specifically the man you plan on marrying, In Shaa Allah, it means nothing if you have nothing to offer in return for such a belief and statement from this person if you have nothing in return to offer this person who loves you the most. With the previous statement of that true human love directly from the deepest of ones heart, you have one of the greatest things to offer. Love. I don't ask for anything else but such love as this.

     Such love you have already offered and given. I love you with all my heart, I ask nothing of you but to return the love I have for you, to me. I believe you to be the most beautiful flower in the world. I wish nothing more then to be given the opportunity to always be with you and in your presents. I know some times it may seem as that we have nothing to do when together. As I have told you before I have not problem with just sitting with you or walking around. I don't even mind just going shopping with you and being there while you look at things you like or hope to one day have, as long as I am with you. My heart will, In Shaa Allah, always be yours and no one else's. If I bore you tell me. You never bore me. Just seeing you make's me smile. Just seeing you make's my heart sing.

     I love you.

Your Fiance Adam Majewski

Insights in to Ramadan as a Muslim

    As this fine month of Ramadan continues it breeds great wisdom and knowledge of ones self, as an individual and as a member of humanity. It allows a person insight it to the human experience, that which a person can achieve on an individual scale. All people are a very social species. many would argue the wording of what I say of us being a species. Mainly because many feel we are not animals, yet on our base levels of anything that is what we are. We are all in all animals, ones which have evolved to a point in which we have a kind a of intilectual awareness which is some what higher then other life forms on earth. we are the domanent animal created by God as stewerds. Ones to watch over others. Many how ever do not share the same feelings on this matter as my self yet, I am at a point in my life where I do not really care. My reasoning is cause I know that I need to at least do my part and do what I feel God wants of me. This how ever I am not fully sure of yet. What i feel he want's me to be is that of a runner. I run not only because it is good for me but I'm also good at it. I run for my fiance so I can continue to be there for her and live a long life. Even though the langth of my life is unknown what I do know is that I need to try my best to be there for my fiance. For as long as possible. Not only for her, but for my self as well.

Monday, July 22, 2013

Love Letters From Islam

To my dearest Khadra

     like the love we both have for Allah I have in the deepest parts of my heart for you. Ingrained in every fiber of my being. A true love shared by very few yet miss understood by many on on Allah's green earth. The mere thought of you makes my heart sing with the greatest joy any many can experience. That which is almost as great as a life in service to God. In Shaa Allah, my love for you will always stay true and never be lost. The life I wish to live will never be with out you.

     Like the old saying goes behind all great men there are even greater women. If I am ever great it is because of you. my actions and choices are for you and Allah no one else. Not even my self. I will only be great because of the greatness you have instilled with in me.

Your Loving Fiance Adam Majewski.

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 3

     Well race training this time around is really not going as expected. I've had to do a lot of cross training and not as much running in order to prepare my body for the marathon. Also though this time around I am fasting through part of my training so it is clearly understandable. I've had to adopt my training to the lack of hydration and replacement food, for energy. I have how ever got a renewal in my want to finish planning my run from Chicago, IL to Santa Monica CA. I have started again researching its feasibility rate as well how I would go about paying for such a venture. I have also been looking at different Non-profits. Among the top choices the only one I feel truly drawn to is the same one I am currently running for in the Twin Cities Marathon, GDM(Global Deaf Muslims) Twin Cities chapter. So far it is going well.

     I this week how ever got bronchitis which has curved my training so far a lot of it has to do with the lack of hydration during my training sessions because of Ramadan. Not that I'm complaining I'm just stating the facts and obvious about it all. I am a nutrition student and so know not everything but quit a bit about  how the body works. I could how ever always learn more. What I do know has allowed me to be able to make sure I am properly kept nutritionally healthy to the best of my ability. How ever I still need to work on it.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Insights in to Ramadan as a Muslim

     Today, I on the tenth day of Ramadan, woke up sick. Congestion, sore throat, head ache and a fever. I don't know what it is but I have to be careful today to make sure It does not get worse. I have to make sure I don't miss work because of being sick. I feel I just can't afford it right now. At least not until I find a better paying position, which can afford me sick leave. Some times I wonder why it is so heard to find the most perfect job. How come no one will sponsor me as a runner to the extent that I need in order to raise a family. Even wonder why it is only possible to support one person as a runner, at least a runner such as my self.

     I have been thinking recently, in the past I was planning a run across america, or at least one which goes from Chicago to Santa Monica, CA fallowing Route 66. I had decided to take a break from planning and even considering it. How ever I have a renewed interest in it and am thinking of going back to planning it. Not only that but I feel I have a Non-profit in mind to raise funds for. I feel that GDM, and what they do in the Deaf Muslim community is not only a worth while cause I feel is very notable indeed. I hope one day, In Shaa Allah to be able to start planning this run some day. The only issue would be that I would have to find a way to pay my bills as well at the same time. I would not be at a regular job during this run so I would have to find a company who would be willing to help me out through that time. I will figure it out, In Shaa Allah.

     Well I'm off I need to get going now to try and combat this sickness hopefully it will go away soon In Shaa Allah. Assalam Alaikum Wa Rathamallh Wa Barakathu.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Insights in to Ramadan as a Muslim

     As a Muslim and going through the current time of fasting which we call Ramadan. An important part of our faith which all Muslims have some time struggling with. For every Muslim how ever this struggle is different. For my self the biggest struggle is the fact that I am a runner training for a major race during this time of fast. Which has its rules and regulations to it which is not a problem. At least not for me. I have no qoural with rules and regulations at all or any part of my faith at all. I love Islam, the quoral I have is with myself internally. My self as an imperfect person who struggles through life like every other person on this great journey we as humans call life. i struggle with day to day issues, with religious questions and concerns I may or may not have, the person I wish to be Insha Allah as well just general be the best fiance possible.

     Ramadan thus far has pointed out a lot of my own personal faults as a person, as well a Muslim. One  is that I have very few talents in order to support a family and make a career out of it. I always thought that cooking in restaurants was my calling, how ever i have noticed it is not. At least not to the extent at which I thought. I am not at all in anyway shape or for a talented cook. I do know that I am a good cook and I do know my way around the kitchen. How ever I can't stand the stress of being in a restaurant kitchen and I don't have the speed needed in order to keep up. I really really need a less stressful career choice. I pray every day now for the strength to get through this. What also makes this harder for me is I feel financially that I cant leave unless I'm fired which then ends up looking bad on a resume when you try to explain it to a prospective employer.

     Why I can't leave is because I really don't have any other positions which would pay me enough to be able to pay back my student debt, move out from where I am currently living, and be able to pay for the wedding to the most beautiful woman in the world. I working so heard to get ready for my wedding financially, but I feel it is little by little that my job is damaging me emotionally so much that I go home almost every night wanting to cry. When ever I do though get off I can't. I am so tired and so much in need of sleep from being a cook and in need of a day shift job that which is in more of a field which I feel more comfortable. I love cooking just dislike that I have to work in restaurants to cook. As a cook my dream job is being a private or personal chef but it is so heard to break in to cause so many people are skeptical about having you cook there meals for them at how, plus so many people have a stigma around that you have to be rich to have a personal chef even though it's not all to expensive if you find the right person.

     How ever though my ultimate dream job in the world no matter what is to be a runner. Professional. not an amateur pro, not a semi-pro. A pro runner where I can save for my wedding and support a family with. Now I don't mean necessarily racing as a runner and least not full time. I mean such as a mix of coaching, being sponsored and doing publicity stints as a runner. I love running. now see I have not always loved running as I do know, but it has become a big part of my life. in a good way. I would also love working with fellow runners, which is one of my favorite things to do as a runner. Getting others excited about running as much as I do when I even just think about it.

     I know how ever this will more then likely never happen because I am a Screw up. or at least thats how many in my family make me feel. Feel like a failed experiment some if not most of the time. I have tried to ask them not shame me in to things which I don't want to do, but I've stopped cause it's Allah's will. I have no right to ask them this any more. Nor have I ever had the right to ask.

     How ever now, through this time of Ramadan I have realized at least one thing it my life not to be a screw up. The one thing I hope to never screw up, Insha Allah. This is my Relationship with the most precious, beautiful and wonderful woman in the world. She is the only woman and person for that matter i would subjugated my self to such stress in order to make ends meet so that I may merry her. Her name is Khadra Abdille. I do have to admit I would not Kill some one for her Insha Allah, but I would put my life on the line for her, Insha Allah. I would take a bullet for her so that she can live. I would donate my heart to save her life if she needed a new heart. I would donate a lung to her if she needed it. As you can read I would do pretty much anything for her.  I some times wish that some one would come along to help me financially in order to be able to give her all that she deserves. I don't think Allah would allow this yet it does not mean I can't wish, or hope Insha Allah. I will hopefully be able to afford every thing it would just be nice if God sent some one to help me out thats all. Mainly so I would not have to bare this all by my self.

     Adam here now signing out It's time for some much needed rest. Oh and before I forget if anyone is in need of a running partner or in need of some help improving their running I'm here as a resource if you'd like.

Monday, July 15, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Entry 2

     This week if any one has been, fallowing know that it is not the first full week but is the first half week of Ramadan. It has been really heard on me this past week. I kinda wish Ramadan was not during my first month of training but there is nothing I can do about it thats life for you. All I can do is deal with it and continue on. I've run 5 days this week and have had to knock down my mileage this first week to make sure I don't damage my body or anything or become very dehydrated. I will be hope fully upping my mileage this up coming week if I can hope fully Insha Allah. I will also be having an Interview with the south west journal about running through ramadan. I hope I all goes well.

     I've noticed that I am not really one in any way to toot my own horn. I don't really like talking about my self all to much except to those whom are closest to me. so I'm not really sure as to how the interview will go. How ever I hope it all goes well. It will ever be my first ever for anything. Luckily I will be working on upping my mileage soon. 

Insights in to Ramadan as a Muslim

     As a muslim who runs some what as a profession. Or at least wants to as a full time profession. not breaking fast has been really hard for me due to the lack of hydration after runs so thus far my runs have suffered cause I've had to rework my running sessions until Ramadan is over so I am currently running a lot less then what I would like to this early on in my training. How ever ramadan has thus far brought great insight in to my current training, as well my life for one how hard it is to prepare for my own wedding. Yet ramadan has so far in these first days i need patience. Insha Allah it will come though.

Friday, July 12, 2013

Insights in To Ramadan as a Muslim

Bismi-l-laahi-r-raHmaani-r-raHiim. 
Al-Hamdu-lillahi rabbi-l-caalamiin. 
Ar-raHmaani-r-raHiim.
Maaliki yawmi-d-diin. 

'Iyyaaka nacbudu wa 'iyyaaka nastaciinu.
'Ihdinaa-S-SiraaTa-l-mustaqiima.
SiraaTa-lladhiina 'ancamta calayhim.
Ghayri-1-maghDuubi calayhim walaa-D-Daalliin.


Ameen

     The opening Pray for the Ramadan fast. It must be recited by all Muslims for their fast to count during the month of ramadan, Just after the Dua for Ramadan. Many out siders seem to think that Islam their are many stupid rules and regulations to it and that one must fallow them to the, T in order to be a good muslim. Well those who feel this way, I have seen, have not really been part of any religious faith at least not whole heartedly. They also have a heard time in general with religion. They also seem to just have problems with all forms of authority in general whether it be in religion or life in general. there is nothing wrong with that. i just don't see them being a part of any major religion even if they do consider them selves part of one.

     Today is June 10th.  Today in all its splender marks the first day of ramadan for the year. I my self as a practicing muslim observed the fast. Fasting in the states her begins at Farj, morning prayer which at this time of year begins around 3:40 and progresively later as ramadan goes on. Fasting then goes until 9 pm and progressively earlier as ramadan goes on.

     As I am writing this I have just finished my first day, of my first Ramadan as a practicing new Muslim, which after Iftar I feel has been a really rewarding day. I am really proud of my self being able to make it through my first day. To say the least as a new Muslim I am not the best at it. I understand that it is only my first year as a new Muslim and thus far has been emotionally hard for me. The only reason is though because of the amount of discrimination I've had. Also I have had a hard time with the non-muslims out there because of them not having any understanding of my own personal religious obligations. One of my major issues I've had is that of, my boss not being allowed to pray every prayer. and not being able to go to go to jumah pray every friday. the last time i was allowed to go to my last jumah is a few weeks ago. I am feeling very bad about being unable to go because I do strongly believe in Islam. Also because it is a big part of my faith as a muslim.

     How ever I do feel really good to have made it through my first day of Ramadan. I hope to be successful tomorrow as well with no issues how ever i wont know until after fasting tomorrow. For now I will just leave you with this Ramadan Kareem and Assalam Alaikum Wa Rahtemallah Wa Barakathu.
    

Monday, July 8, 2013

Twin Cities Race Training Issue 1

Bismillah

     Well since I am starting a new with writing and this blog as part of this first entry, on of which I hope will be of many to com Insha Allah I would like to begin with telling everyone a bit about myself. Something I didn't do when I first started this blog. I feel it would help to give everyone understanding of who I am, what I do and why I make the decisions as a runner that I do.

     To start some what from the beginning my name is Adam Majewski, I was born Apirl 24, 1987. here in Minneapolis, MN. After which my mother and father moved Maggie (my oldest and only biological sister) and myself to Poland shortly after I was born not to return until just after my 3rd birthday. we moved around a lot, due to my father being a musician. Also because my father was and still is a polish citizen. While moving around Minneapolis for a year my parents bought a house in the kingfield neighborhood where I spent most of my youth and in fact my mother still owns the same house which she received in their divorce. When I was a child living in minneapolis some of what I am going to write here some may not want me to write but I have to in order to be my own person and tell others of my background. Also some individuals will try to refute what I am writing mainly because it is what they chose to forget and they do not want others to know about.

     The earliest memory I have in my past is at the age of three when the family pet died. A bird named Elmo, for some reason I don't remember being all to heart broken about it. He had eaten toxic paint chips which killed him. it was when we where living in an apartment we moved in to when we first came back from Poland. One of the major reasons though why I was not heart broken was because in my early years my father was what some call a beater now a days. He was quite the abusive father. Because of this my second earliest memory i have is from that same year in which Elmo died. It is of my father beating my mother. Know I have talked to my own father about this memory and he recalls him self only hitting her once. I'm sorry but I know that is not true. He fully beat her. In this memory it is so ingrained and clear because of how traumatic it was for me as a three year old. They where in their bed room arguing, yelling at first with the door wide open. I was a toddler standing in the hall way. Smack, a load open fist hit of my fathers hand making its first contact to her face. i was also standing in front of Maggie's and my bed. she heard the contact made to our mothers faces, and understood what was going on. She opened the door wide enough to grab me. I fought, not wanting to leave realizing my want to go to my mothers rescue. I for some odd reason even though i did not understand what was going on had this deep seeded feeling that my mother needed my help. Even though I was only the age of three, I wanted to go and fight him off. My sister Maggie though how ever, she was much bigger and strong then me at the time and pulled me away in to our shared room. All the way over to her bed sitting me down. holding me and covering my ears. I remember having much anger that I was unable to do anything. I was to young. To young to fight a person three times my size.

     How ever I should move on after this memory the next one which i hold in my banks is that which I know many people from Minnesota would remember if the where here in Minnesota at the time. This is of the 1990 Blizzard. this is the year is when my family moved in to our new home, a home in which I would end up spending a big part of my life. In this house I spent much of my young education. Also my college years. over my grade school years i went to a total of 7 educational institutions. 6 of which where all before high school. The reason being that my family, my mother in particular did not like a lot of the schools which they them selves picked out for me. Until high school I felt I didn't have a say in where my parents sent me for my education. I ended up graduating from Washburn high school. This is really where i started my athletic career yet not in my current sport I started as a distance swimmer. Swimming distance's such as the 500, 200 IM, and 200 free distance's even though I never hit my peek I always had great potential in. Swimming and sports in general is what kept me out of trouble as a teen, especially when my parents went through their divorce. My father while i was growing up was never really around as a father. I was mostly raised by my mother and grandfather Julie and James Mueller. My father even though i know he would never admit it to himself and definitely not to anyone else was an abusive father even as I got older. pushing shoving hitting and verbally. I myself was pushed around by my father quite a bit. Over time he has developed the skills to be a better person yet is still some what haunted by his past as a not the greatest parent. Which is, not to be mean but, maybe a good thing cause then it force's him to remember so he does not make the same mistakes again.

     When I finished cooking school I had gained a lot of weight, and was not ok with that on any level some one who in high school was a pretty fit person. At the time I also was not making really enough money to go back to swimming on a regular bases, so I picked up a pair of ok running shoes and started running. At first I was running very few miles only a couple at a time and a lot in the dark just cause of time. I also moved to Cali. for a few months and spent some time there working in a family friends restaurant. As I was there I started running even more then I had before. How ever though I didn't last long in California and ended up coming back to Minneapolis.

     After coming back to Minneapolis I got more serious about running. I met a couple who where clients of my mothers, both where runners. they ran and in fact still run Marathons to this day. their names Jenzi and Greg Silverman. they are two of the best runners I know. They aren't the fastest runners on earth. They aren't the most competitive, what they are though is hard working well rounded and very inspiring. They run for the right reasons of running. they run for the love of the sport. They run because they know the benefits of running so much. Jenzi in fact is the one who inspired me to jump directly to the marathon and skip all the other distances. she didn't actually say to me I should go for it but after learning that she ran them and why it greatly made me want to see if I could run a marathon. ever since I have been running them.

     Jenzis husband Greg another great runner, after meeting his wife and talking to him even though we never really talked about it became some what of a mentor as a runner for me. Over time running for me had become a large part of my life and to this day still is, even though I don't run as much as I use to or would like to. mainly because i can't make money doing so. At least not at this point in my life. over time running became a part of my spiritual practice and still is it has just changed how over time as to how I perceive it. I ran highly competitively from my first marathon in 2009 until my bronchitis incident of 2012 where I became very sick the day before the race and was forced to withdraw from the race ever since I have not had the same motivation for running like I use to. Mainly cause I've some what felt defeated by the sport some what, also though cause I have not had to much time to run cause of my own work out side of running. I how ever want to make running a career I can support a family on but it will be hard and may not happen ever cause of the likely hood I would be able to make this happen.

     Know running has taken on a new meaning for me. About, well actually over a year and a half ago I started researching about Islam. something which took me down a new path a path I never new I would go down. How ever though a path I am for ever great full for. I then after taking a food and culture course in college chose to convert to Islam. see form me a light went off for me. which was a sign that Islam was and is for me. I chose to convert not because some one else convinced me to become a Muslim or some group. I made the choice completely on my own and I am glade about my decision. I now run for spiritual and religious reasons not only for my self. Now many people will say oh no there goes another one of those good young western valued boys who has succumb to islamic influence. Those who do so, for one do not truly understand. that there is another man who has become extremely religious and does everything to and for God. All I have to say to that is talk to me. Come ask me questions. I am completely able, willing and wanting to talk with you about who I am what the choices I've made in my life and why I've made them this way but I am not going to just put them out there on my sleeve. My choice for that is because if I did that, then yes you would be right which I know in my heart your not. I my self am a Muslim because I feel it is right not because some other person told I had to be or that I should be or for being shamed in to it. It is one of the very few things in my own life I have truly done because it is for me whats right. I am not going to tell anyone and everyone they need to become a Muslim. For starters as a Muslim I can't, second of all because of what I believe I feel it would be going against my own beliefs. Both as a Muslim and a human being. Now one last thing before I start back on the major reason of this entry series. Shortly after becoming a Muslim something wonderful happened, I met the most wonderful young woman in the world. Her name Khadra Abdille. We actually met in probably the most unconventional way possible, at least by western standards. A subject meant for a different series of blogging entries. How ever, myself meeting her has much of a reason to be mentioned here as anything else because I feel my relationship with her has a lot to do with my running as well. One of the reason's I am now running the Twin Cities Marathon if any one saw the post I put on Global Deaf Muslims. See she is a member of this group and has dealt with many of the issues that go on with the Deaf Muslim community since she was a young girl in her home country. this young, smart, beautiful and very strong willed woman is my everything. I would do almost anything to keep her safe while keeping her rights intact as a fellow human being and a Muslim.

     Now moving on from there I have pretty much come to where I am now, because of life's experience's and hope to continue on on this road I now fallow. even though right now my time being paid as a runner is almost none existent like it once was but I do hope one day to go back to being a full time runner. Keep in mind though being a full time runner does not mean that a runner actually trains all the time for their job. There is a lot of little things here and there which need to be done. Such as if your sponsored you talk with your sponsors clients, paper work communicating with coaches and sponsorship management as well many other things. I do wish I could be a full time sponsored runner with a salary right now but unless some one is willing to take a chance on me as a runner in my current situation then I will have to wait until then, or i will have to just keep trecking along until life improves. See the one reason I am not a sponsored runner now is because I am in school and am engaged to be married and have not been able to find a sponsor who is willing to sponsor me to the point where I can pay for school as well support a family. Not many sponsors are willing to support athletes of my type. at the level I need unless you are what is called an Elite in fact an even more then an elite runner. which is hard so I am in sponsorship limbo if it where. I do how ever hope that one day to return to running full time especially with my experience now as a runner. Enough of that though and time to get on with what this series is all about, which is my current training and life training for the TC Marathon.

     It's the first week of training, and all is so far so good. Alhamdulillah. I hope that it continues, Insha Allah. I have run for the week Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Sunday. Yes this is really not all that much of a running week for some one who in the pas was running over three time this amount in a week to get ready for a race. How ever seeing that I really have not run all to much since taking a small break since my clinics to recharge my batteries as a runner, I'm right now fine with that. but will need to increase mileage. On Tuesday though Ramadan starts. So I will have to be really watching a lot of stuff like my food in take and calorie out put cause even though I'm only at the beginning of training the first few weeks are very important in marathon training just as much as the last few weeks. This has to to a lot with the fact of it's where a runner builds a lot of there endurance.

     even though all of a distance runners training is important, a lot is dependent on key times of training for higher performance levels. especially if you're very competitive or get paid to run as a pacer during race day. How ever Since this is my first post for this cycle I will be shortening it up because I've already written a lot and also due to I want to be able to have things to talk about in the rest of my posts other then just the fact I've run this this and that. Well kind regards and keep in touch by either keeping up with my posts. This site is more then just about running now even though the main focus is running. I will try my best not to have these entries be to religious in order to make in more accessible to those who are not as religious or are not as religious at all.


Saturday, July 6, 2013

Global Deaf Muslims

     Hello everyone as many of you already know I'm Adam Majewski and have been running marathons at the competitive level for the past three seasons. I, this year how ever for my first season will be running the Twin Cities Marathon not to compete but to honor and hopefully help raise funds for a Non-Profit which is a very worth while group to support and one I feel is dear to my heart for varies reasons. This group in which I speak of is Global Deaf Muslims or GDM. It is a very worth while group to support whether you are muslim or a non-muslim.

     If you would like to know more about this great Non-profit I will be running for you can go to www.globaldeafmuslims.org and check them out. If you would like to help and make a donation you can send donations to 1821 University avenue west, suite s340 Saint Paul, MN 55104. Checks donations can be made out to GDM-MN.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

To new beginnings

     Well who, what, where, when and why. to new beginnings. I haven't been training. not for at least a month and a half. i haven't done a lot of things in this time mainly cause my life has been such an up and down roller coster ride that all i have had much time for is work work, work and more work. hopefully this post will be the start to a new beginning.

     I have really been beating around the bush quit a bit in terms of getting back to a good place in running. but finally with the TC marathon only three months away i finally feel like its time. I feel I am ready to get back to it as a runner. Anyone out there who has fallowed my blog knows that it has been more then a long time since i wrote an entry at all. This short bit I hope to be a good start back. a lot has actually happen in recent months with running work and relationships with others. also with general life changes. many may know that i use to be a really big advocate for drinking beer as a runner because of the health benefits which it can offer in small quantities, similar to wine. how ever in recent months my mind has not change on the matter of it being good for some runners. what has changed though is that First of all i no longer drink. I mean by this I don't drink at all. and I mean at all. Second I as a runner can not long advocate for my fellow runners drinking at all. why, well this is a subject matter for a different post and do not want to get in to right now. And third I have recently converted to islam so on the religious, spiritual and personal level can not support drinking anymore.

     One of the big things going on this year during my training is Ramadan. this will be my first ramadan and for me it will be very hard on so many different levels. One of the big things is that it is at the beginning of my training which I have just started i'm starting with a five day training plan this first week then going up to 6 once my body has transitioned back in to good training. physically it will take its tole and i understand that. It will also though how I feel will be truly uplifting. I will be doing my best to try and run a few different entries here for training spiritual growth and so many other things I want to talk about at this point though i do not know what everything will be or their names. As of right now though i do not know what they will be called at all. so please just bare in with me until ever thing is back up and running again. And to all my fellow runners as well muslims thank you.